learn from mistake....~~*

I know that I'm not that goOd...

I know that I'm not that perfect....

But nOw I'm trying my best to be better persOn..

I'm trying my best to be better muslim....

There were hundred different history happend in my previous day...

In my previous life....

It grows me up...

sOme of it really taught me the real meaning of life..

I also hOpe that people around me tOgether with me

let us make better tomOrrow..

learn frOm the mistakes from the past...

do nOt make it twice...

you did not knOw how precious you are

until sOmeday you reallize it

and I hOpe it is not tOo late....

Footnotes: only this that I can do.......

its ok CR.........~~~*

wlupun ati kite sakit n kite rasa frust xdpt tgk awak maen final euro ni tp xpe...
u already do yr best...
as a captain u already make yr country and make me proud...ekekeke~~
sampai semi final ni pon ok la awk...
see u in 2 years yea...
World Cup 2014 nnti...
see u at Brazil...wee~~~*

hero mmg kalah dulu...relek yea my CR...hee~~

Footnotes: I'll always support you my CR....wOoha!!;-)

absolutely.....~~~*

I'm not dat choosy...

I'm just trying protect myself, my heart.....

How can I give u dat chance 

sedangkan beri peluang utk diri sndri pon I x mampu??

Footnotes : harap mengerti.......

habit yg makan diri....huu~~*

hrummm...
nak salahkan sapa??
tgn yg gatal ni ker atau telingaku ini??
huhu~~

waaa as a consequences trpaksalah diri sndri menanggung akibatnya..
sudah seminggu tlinga ni bengkak dua2 belah....
xtahan dah menaggung...

last Thursday oleh krn dah xtahan sgt trpaksalah menggagahkan jua kakiku ini ke klinik...
hambek....
tros kna cuci tlinga....
dpt la jgk mc sehari...
tp xelok2 pon tlinga ni cuma bengkak 2 dah surut sket la....

I cant live without dis 3 things
cotton bud, comb and jam dinding
I dont think my life will be complete without these 3 things..

dan mmg habit buruk I...
suka sgt korek tlinga..
kdg2 sehari smpai 5 kali...
tiap2 kali lps solat wajib korek tlinga dan akibatnya........
huaaaaa......sumpah dah xmau wat lg...
sgala jenis cotton bud diharamkan sama skali berada di rumah yea cik liya....

and to my lovely ears...
I will take care both of you for de rest of my life...
cpt2 sembuh yea...

Footnotes: kpd kawan2 ku sekalian, sayangilah telinga anda jua yea...xpyh rajin2 sgt nak korek tetiap ari...tlinga anda 2 dah ada sistem prtahanan dia sndiri...huu~~

at last beli gak nOvel ni...huhuhu~~~*

hOhO~~*
actually dah khatam nOvel ni dekat 10 kali...
tp masa 2 pinjam dr kengkawan jer la......
pastu mmg simpan niat antara nOvel yg wajib jd collection nih..
last Friday bila masuk MPH then terpandang nOvel ni tros terbeli...hee~~ ter la sgt cik liya oiii...:p

apa yg best pasal nOvel ni adalah...
sbb watak utama dia nama 'lia"...hahaha~~
2 yg bley feeling2 bila baca nOvel ni...:p
tp seyis nOvel ni klu baca 10 kali dlm 10 kali mmbaca 2 pon bley senyom2 sengih lg...
feeling terlebey...haha~~*

Here serba sdikit synopsis novel tajuk Sweet Sour by Nasz published by Jemari Seni ni

A – Yang manis, harum lagi wangi itu Zarul

“Kira orang ni taraf cincin gula-gula ni ajelah.”

“Sepuluh ringgit tu.” Sungguh-sungguh dia cakap.

“Berkira... baru sepuluh dah kecoh... bukannya seribu pun.” Aku jeling dia.

“Banyak cakap pula... kalau tak nak bagi balik.” Dia hulur tangan kiri.

Tak tahu pula macam ni punya seronok apabila dapat cincin... walaupun hanya cincin gula-gula.

“Ni kira orang ‘cuplah’ ni.” Sambung dia lagi.

Aku simpan senyum. Tak boleh senyum depan-depan ni, nanti dia perasan!

B – Yang pahit, masam, masin, payau itu Joe Jambul

“Bayar cincin ni.” Kata dia. Betul ke ni, apa yang aku tengah dengar ni.

“What?” aku terjerit di situ.

“Pay for this.” Relaks aje dia mengarah aku lagi.

“Okey... saya bayar!” Aku jeling dia.

Tapi kan, juling biji mata aku tengok bil RM10 000 kat Tiffany tu. Gila ke apa? Batu planet mana dia pakai buat cincin bodoh ni!

I suggest  kpd sesiapa yg nak ringankan otak bley la mmbeli novel ni...
cara penulisan dia simple tp menarik...bley wat gelak guling2...ala2 romantik komedi gitu..hee~~*

Notakaki : agak2 bley dpt komisyen x dr JS wat iklan percuma kat blog i nih?huu~~*

beautiful eyes...~~*

kecantikan mata bergantung kpd apa yang dilihat, dipandang dan ditafsir....daripada pandangan kita dpt menjaga kesucian hati kita, but jgn tertipu dgn apa yg kita nmpk...sOmetimes wat we see does not interprete the actual things present..dats why Allah gave us akal...us your akal wisely....its gOodness and beatuiful of Allah's creation..

Footnotes: muhajohor diri...hehe~~*

in progress~~* its learning process...

redha dgn segenap hati...hard to do it right?? You can do it liya! I must redha with sgala ketentuan Ilahi. InsyaAllah something gOod will came after..(^-^)v

Footnotes: ntah kenapa..........................

PenGanTin TerLamPau???~~~*

Muahaha...tajuk entry xagak2..
bkn terlampau apa...tp trlampau gedikssss....ampun kak yana...haha~~
siyes xbrubah2 jgk cik Puan Nurliana Samsudin itu walaupun tlh brkhwin...
tp itulah trademark kak yana..klu xgedik bkn kak yana la namanya kan??haha~~*
mmg havoc la si cik pengantin kite masa 2...dgn suara dia yg mcm satu pulau pon bley dgr, dgn aksi gedik manja dia melyn kwn2 yg datang...mmg terbaik la kak yana...
susah nak jmpa lg pengantin yg terlebey seri ni..huu~~*

gedik x die??hoho~~*

9 June 2012
Congaratulatins on your wedding..
I wish u mOga your marriage will be blessed by The One..
mOga u will always be happy with your other half..
mOga mnjadi isteri yg sOlehah yea kak...amin...~~

us wif pengantin...sweettt...hee~~*

Attend majlis kak yana ni bg pluang jgk kat I nak meneroka Penang,
maklumla xpenah lagi jejak kaki kat sana...
perjalanan selatan ke utara 2...
lenguih sgala tulang temulang I dok bertapa dlm bas tp naseb baek la dr Serdang ke Balik Pulau 2 we all naik keta...thanks ya amat 2 my laling Cik Fauziah Shahdan ats kecekapannya memandu, I dh tlg2 urut sket kan masa 2..hehehe~~* 

keta sponsor by cik Gee...luv u laling...ahakz~~*

Sampai kat Penang tggu cik abg segak ira kat hentian Juru...trimas yea en.Zamri sbb jd tourist guide kami...klu xde en.Zamri kompem mmg xsampai umah kak yana 2...
patotla nama tempat 2 Balik Pulau...
rupanya di sebalik pulau 2 ada daerah itu...
kena panjat bukit kot nak g sana...
dah mcm naek Cameron,mcm masuk misteri nusantara pon ada..
kena redah gunung bagai kot....tp mmg pengalaman baru la dpt tgk tmpt org...huu~~
sblm smpai umah kak yana sempat gak en.Zamri menyesatkan kami ke Fraser Hill, dpt la gak tgk..tgk jer singgahnya idak...dpt tgk pon jadi la hillnya 2..hehe~~*

Fraser Hill yg hanya nmpak tangga...huu~~

di bawah itulah Balik Pulau...owwh...~~*

 Balik drpd menyaksikan persandingan kak yana (cheewah ayt xbely blah) singgah kat Pesta Durian, kebetulah masa 2 majlis perasmian..tp yg dpt mkn free VIP jer kot...kteorng pon g la kat gerai2 dia beli sejibik mkn kat si2 ilangkan kempunan...en.Zamri blnja yea utk penegetahuan,bkn slalu 2..hee~~*

enchek baju ijau blnja...ehehe~~*

mkn doren xhengat sdpnya...hehe~~*

Part yg paling puas hati g Penang ni dpt naik feri dia la..
heaven giler...
maklumla xpenah naik feri...
mula2 cam xpercaya gee ckp naik feri ni free...
tp mmg free pon sbb masuk pulau dah kena byr RM7 tok sejibik keta, so nak kuar pulau xkan kena charge jgk...zalim 2...thats why la dia bg free jer..owh begitu critanya...huu~~*

angin sepoi2 xreti bahasa menerbangkan sgala yg ada, jaga tudung...hee~~*

Kuar dari pulau kteorng head 2 Kulim..
satu perkara yg I rasa sungguh terkuzat...
xsangka plak jalan g Kulim 2 dah mcm jln KL..
tol sana sini kot..
mak aih...
mentaliti I mengatakan bakal melalui jalan kampung, tanah merah sawah kiri kanan mungkin tp sebaliknya pulak yg brlaku...
hambek....highway manjang...kagum2...sgt mmbangun ini Kedah Darul Aman...suspek2..hehe~~*

Mlmnya en.Zam ira sayang bwk kami dinner kat Hammers Bay,
pemandangan Penang Bridge gi2...
wahh....sungguh indah mmpersona (metafora lebey)..haha~~

muka kenyang gee dpt mkn smbal blacan yg first class pnya rase..hehe~~*

Abes mkn jejln sket kat Queens Bay nak cari asam yg amat pemes di Penang itu tp cari kat si2 xdpt jmpa..
menurut kata Cik Fauziah dia penah nmpk bnyk kdi asam kat stesen bas Butterworth so kami pon g la sana dgn harapan bukak lagi la kdi2 tu krn hri sudah lwt mlm dan nmpknya mmg rzki kami sbb kdi msih lg broperasi..ayt xbley blah...haha~~
borong asam sakan la kami smpai ada org 2 rmbang2 mata xtau nak pilih yg mana 1..huhu~~*

Esoknya kami grk balik Serdang dlm pkol 11 after brekfast...cdng nak balik pg sket tp mananya larat nak bangun pg aih..
2 pon kami bngun sbb pintu umah dah kena gegar..haha~~*

Million thanks to en.Zamri sbb provide mcm2 tok kami...
tempat tinggal, mkn minum ditnggung beres..
kang dtg Johor hnymun kat sini wif Cik Ira gtau yea...bley la I plak yg jd tourist guide u all...wee~~*

Dari BTS terminal I amek bas pkol 5.30 tok balik jhr...
ya ampun...jem palk spnjang prjalanan...
it took almost 5 hours nak smpai JB...
tp Alhamdulillah slmt smapi jgk akhirnya...
home sweet home..
terbaek la journey selatan ke utara I..hee~~*

Nota kaki yg xberapa nak wangi : Cik Ira, Cik Gee ngan Cik Liya shj yg brjaya attend majlis kak yana ni yea...kpd Cik Ida beware,nxt time u suggest tp u yg xdpt g jaga u! I piat2 tlinga u..:p kpd Cik Khai, salam takziah atas pemergian ayahanda kamu...bertabah yea..mOga rohnya ditempatkan brsama org beriman di sana, bnyak2 sedekah al-Fatihah utknya..dan kpd Cik Puan Fifi kami faham akn status anda..first things first right? Next...turn sapa plak ni?hee~~

~ The cLosEr dE date, tHe mOre I feEl nErvous~~*

But why should I de one who feel nervous??
Actually dat feeling is not nervous, it is more to afraid.....
yup, I feel afraid....
I feel afraid thinking of so many possibilities....
u should be more positive liya...do not always think de bad one....

I spend almost half of my life wif her,
she is part of me....
not only my friend, she is also my sister, my mother, she just like my own flesh blood...
maybe dats why I feel afraid, on behalf of her.....

I'm afraid dat banana will fruit two times... 
no!! I cant accept if it happend...
not again!!
its ok of I'm de on who get hurt, but not u....
if I am getting hurt, I know dat I can endure it....
but if de person is u...??
your tears are too precious dear, do not waste if for any other guy anymore.....
I dont think I can face for de third, fourth, fifth time....
looking at you getting hurt,
it just like my heart dying, frozen also....

Dear you,
de day after tomorrow will become your first step,
it will be your first step to move to other step in your life,
do not turn back...
always walk foward....
promise me dat u will be happy,
hembokeyo chingu.......

And dear you mister,
I already told you once dat she came in a package,
if u make her happy, u will make us happy too...
but if u toying with her heart, 100 peoples will hate you!!
remember your promise with me..
u need to take very good care of my friend for the whole of her life...
give her love as much as u can...
do not ever try make her cry...
no dot ever u try!

Although I'm not by your side on dat day I always pray de best for you...
for both of you...
u need to be happy because you deserve it dear...

Special entry for Miss Norsyahidah Sarif...

Footnotes: I'm not a good person at expressing my own feeling, this is only I can do to say how much I luv u my fren..~~

~~hEpy buFday priNceSs ePah~~*

~gmbr ni jer yg mak usu mmpu bg sbg adiah..huhu~

Epy bufday dak debab epah...satahun dah umur awak yea...mOga dipnjgkn umur, diberi kesihatan yg sempurna n moga mjdi anak yg solehah yea..mak usu cayannnggg epah...hee~~

Still remember 1 year back then, 05/06/2011..on dat early morning my mom knocked my bedroom's door...I thought she wanted to wake me up for smbhyg suboh but look at the time its only 3.00am. Then I asked her 'napa mak??' Then my mom said 'uteh nak brsalin,air ketuban dia dah pecah..tlg anto dia g hospital....' wOooha...gabra skjp when I heard she said that. My brother in law keje shift mlm plak on dat day..My dad accompany me send uteh to hospital,not hospital Kota Tinggi but Hospital Sultan Ismail, it tooks almost 40 minutes reached there. I drove that car sepantas kilat afraid that she will terberanak dlm keta...fuhhh...my first experience ever...

Waiting her at labour waiting room also make me amazed. Haha~~ Bkn apa, I"m de only pompuan there.. Ada la 4 or 5 org lelaki laki org semestinya waiting for their wife tp semua tido, awl pagi la katakan...Waaa sgt kagum melihat mrk tggu their wife smpai trtido2..huu~~ Then after my bro in law arrived I pon balik la umah wif my dad and at dat mowning not sure pkol bapa lahirlah epah dak choOomel....

Dat was one year ago. Now epah dah setahun..Moga epah mmbesar jd anak yg bleh banggakan famili.. Luv u..;-)

Nota kaki : Esok ari jadi ibu epah plak...slmat ari jadi yea teh...epah patotnya tggu sehari lg dlm perot ibu biar dpt smbut bufday sesama ngn ibu..hehe~~

wedding in the rain...~~*

I spend my weekend attending my friends wedding..that was wedding in the rain..I have a feeling dat it will be rain yesterday so I brought along an umbrella with me but eventhough there was an umbrella, we still got wet because of dat heavy rain...poor us...and also for the first time I stucked in a jammed at jalan kampung...woOha...sgt menguji kesabaran n keimanan...it tooks almost half an hour to arrived at other pengantin house in de same kampung..fuhhh...

Here I would like to congratulate all my friends for either their wedding or engagement caremony in this scholl holiday session, musim cuti sekolah adalh musim mengawan...haha~~

• Mrs. Arina bt Abd Hamid & Mr. Mohamad Faizul  (Saturday, May 26, 2012)
• Mrs. Farhana bt Md Yunos & Mr. Mohd Shofian (Sunday, May 27, 2012)
• Mrs. Afida bt Mustafa & Norroy Haizad (Sunday, May 27 2012)
• Mrs. Noraini bt Ali & Mr. Husband (Sunday, June 3, 2012)
• Mrs. Sheila & Mr. Faizul (Sunday, June 3, 2012)
• Mr. Mohd Rizal & Mrs. Wife (Sunday, June 3, 20120

Congrats all for your wedding! Smoga berkekalan ever n ever..wee~~

And for my other friends

• Miss Nursaidah Md Said
• Miss Noor Aini Mohd Yatim
• Miss Syuhada Abu Bakar
• Miss Nur Liana Roppie 

Congratulation all for your engagement! Kawen jgn lupa jempot yea...hee~~

Footnotes: Can't wait nak attend Kak yana pnya wedding. For those yg trtinggal jgn jeluz yea, I will upload gambo bnyk2..kasi u all menanges tgk...muahaha~~