~ The cLosEr dE date, tHe mOre I feEl nErvous~~*

But why should I de one who feel nervous??
Actually dat feeling is not nervous, it is more to afraid.....
yup, I feel afraid....
I feel afraid thinking of so many possibilities....
u should be more positive liya...do not always think de bad one....

I spend almost half of my life wif her,
she is part of me....
not only my friend, she is also my sister, my mother, she just like my own flesh blood...
maybe dats why I feel afraid, on behalf of her.....

I'm afraid dat banana will fruit two times... 
no!! I cant accept if it happend...
not again!!
its ok of I'm de on who get hurt, but not u....
if I am getting hurt, I know dat I can endure it....
but if de person is u...??
your tears are too precious dear, do not waste if for any other guy anymore.....
I dont think I can face for de third, fourth, fifth time....
looking at you getting hurt,
it just like my heart dying, frozen also....

Dear you,
de day after tomorrow will become your first step,
it will be your first step to move to other step in your life,
do not turn back...
always walk foward....
promise me dat u will be happy,
hembokeyo chingu.......

And dear you mister,
I already told you once dat she came in a package,
if u make her happy, u will make us happy too...
but if u toying with her heart, 100 peoples will hate you!!
remember your promise with me..
u need to take very good care of my friend for the whole of her life...
give her love as much as u can...
do not ever try make her cry...
no dot ever u try!

Although I'm not by your side on dat day I always pray de best for you...
for both of you...
u need to be happy because you deserve it dear...

Special entry for Miss Norsyahidah Sarif...

Footnotes: I'm not a good person at expressing my own feeling, this is only I can do to say how much I luv u my fren..~~