~~worth it!~~

Alhamdulillah....
FEELING REALLY GREAT ONLY BY IT...:))))~~*
For those people who had took this exam may felt the same feeling as me because the questions during that exam were really beyond our expectation and when you made it, you cnt believe yrself also! hee~~*

this is what spaj gave me....:))~~*

All praise due to Allah, the One who heard my dua' day and night.
Thank you Allah for this great feeling.
Thank you Allah for blessing my efforts.
Thank you Allah for everything.

Ameen.

~~he annoyed me....~~

salam fellas...:))~~*
how hv all of u been doing for this past few days?
me? i'm doing great...hee~~*
here i just wanna share something with all of you...
about some behaviour of people that i cnt tolerate with.

that was my way back from my sister's house when a car stoped me in front of my home and the owner of that car asked me whether i know how to drive or not. i replied to him 'kenapa?' and he said 'xdelah, bwk kereta ke kiri ke kanan pandai memandu ke tak?'.  Then i said to him 'saya nk ambik side sblm belok msuk simpng rumah, klu x ambil side sy akn trlnggar divider sbb tu la sy ke knn sikit lps tu sy nmpk kreta encik, sy bg signal ke kiri la spya kreta encik boleh lepas dulu. salah ker?'. Then that guy only can say 'ooooo...'

that guy..owhhh...he make me felt annoyed and one more thing that make me felt very humiliated was he asked for my phone number at the end of that lovely convrsation! what the...*sabar liya sabar* hello mister! just because I'm a girl do you think I'm that easy to just forget yr kata-kata sinisan then give u my phone number?? and your mengorat tactic was just so lame u know! this guy, he forced me to do so and i hate his way damn much! dont underastimated me just because i'm a women and dont ever u think that i'm that cheap yea mister! dats not me!

#moral of the story
taksukelelakipanasbarandanambilkesempatan

watching movie~~*

qabil said : abin nk tgk LAYANG hantu kak LIMAU balik rumah.
haha~~* what was layang and hantu kak limau qabil?? how cute he was. still pelat but he talked a lot and sometimes i need to stop him from talking, just to tease him..what a bad mak usu..*insert evil icon here* haha~~*

and here we were:

in front of MBO cineplax Kota Tinggi

that was my first time watching movie there. it is the one and only panggung wayang at Kota Tinggi. Ada kemajuan di situ yea.. Haha~~*

but before that, here were our xtvts:

having our dinner first..:))~~*

window shopping..:))@~~*

my mom hv some urutan at rest and go chair..;-)

funny story about my my mom, at first she did not wnt to join us watching that movie, she said 'mak dah tua la, malu nak masuk panggung tgk wayang'. then i replied 'alaa mak sesekali jer, mak pun xprnh msuk pnggung kan?' but she need to agree following us because i already bought the tickets..miahaha~~*

and that hantu kak limau story, i luv OST of that movie..only that! i did not understand well what that story all about. huhu~~*

footnotes movie : lamunan terhenti keep playing in my head..ahaks~~*

wonder~~~*

does dis kind of man still exists in this world??wonder..huu~~*

~my long holiday~~~*

this is what i did during my chinese new year holiday...:))~~*

saturday, 9/02/2013 : attending my former classmate's wedding, meeting old friends of mine also my former teacher as the bride is a school teacher, teaching at the same secondary school where I studied before. its my happy day meeting my old fren but felt shy at the same time meeting my former teacher..malu...hee~~**

dila wif md. nur imran..:))~~*

at the evening in the same day, me with ijah, ida and norly attending majlis aqiqah and cukur jambul eikin n najib's daughter. that baby just look like her mom, choomeel....hee~~**

nur aina insyirah wif her cousin..:))~~*

sunday, 10/2/2013 : attending amira's wedding at Felda Air Tawar 1, she is one of my former schoolmate..wedding in the rain again..huu~~** i forgot to take pengantin's picture this time..hee~~**

monday, 11/2/2013 : exploring jb with my old friend. start from puteri harbour to legoland then move to johor premium outlet back to todays mall at tiram. its a long but another happy day yaw!! hehehe~~*

tuesday, 12/2/2013 : its rainy all day long and it was a hibernation day we can called it maybe?huhu~~* after melazykan dri with just laying down on my bed under my busuk selimut, at the evening i entertained my mother shopping at plaza kota tinggi..but i'm the one who got so excited shopping there, i've got a pink baju kurung for cik ida's wedding..finally..hee~~** need to look an attire for gee's weeding pulok. peplum design perhaps! ahakz~~* and during the night my nephew seducing me with his seposen face to buy him a new kasut bola. aura mmbebel hmpir keluar dah. i just bought him a pair of kasut bola few month back!sabar jer la..u need to play hard abang or otherwise mak usu tak kan lyn lg sgala apa that concern to bola..not anymore..*sigh*

and dats how i spend my holiday..
how about you fellas?
any interesting story wanna share with?
hehe~~*

footnotes holiday :  it was cold and rainy holiday.....

~~syukur....~~*

~~theraphy~~**

taking them to enjoy playing with water last Saturday..at first i'm planning to take them to the zoo but i think they will enjoy more having their time there, inside a pool..:))~~*

having a beautiful evening with them was a theraphy for me. their happy face make my heart happier. spending my time with them make me forget a little about my though day. khamsahamida my lovely niece and nephews. mak usu felt great right now!:)))~~*

footnotes pooling : the funniest part there when a big b*b* hutan came from a nearby forest when me and kakak just came back from having a walk at nearby jetty. we did not expect it will be there. we ran as fast we can, thinking that the pig will chase after us.we laughed madly after we successfully escaped from that horrible creature. haha~~* my first experience become a 'pelarian'..:p~~*

~~losing??~~

how does it feel like to lose a friend? does it hurt as much as losing a lover? or does it hurt as much as losing a part of you? i already experienced that. its hurt, deep, inside. losing a friend right now? am i ready facing it?? am i ready to endure the pain of losing someone again? i dnt think so. i dnt think i hv any extra heart to be broken because all of it are still under maintenance.

people will change. true. either they will change for a rainbow or for a storm. that situation, its a cycle of life. but why i think this cycle was so cruel to me or am i the one who being too sensitive?? the changes, that was unaccepted. yup, i cnt accept it. dat something that made us really fall apart. i feel like i already lose you, the person that i knew for a decade. the new you, for this time being i think i will tune myself into denial syndrom, keep deny and deny the pain of a presence of the new you. i just dnt want to believe dat our friendship will gone to its final straw. it will never happen!

losing a close friend is worse than losing a lover. i believe on it. we always believe dat they will walk away when they played tricks on us. when its done, its over. we need to move on and find another one but it cnt be implemented on friendship. we always think that a true friendship is not supposed to fade away. we will stick forever regardless of situation or status. i kept convincing myself to hv faith in our friendship. i hold it tight in my heart may our frienship will last long, no matter how time flies, no matter how world spin night and day.



indeed, the hardest part of losing a friend is having them there with us through the storms of life but they are no longer there with us when it is our turn to dance in the sun. *sigh*

footnotes friend : badly injured, its damn hurt!