.: Apabila Bersendiri Adalah Pilihan :.

Am writing this entry shortly after I'm coming back from having my lunch at McD AEON Taman Universiti. Yeah..thats really my favorite spot..been there almost every week, 2 or 3 times per week perhaps! lol!

But today I felt really like I wanna be alone...only me and myself.

12.45, I grabbed my car's key and left and..

Went straight to the McD's counter, ordering fried chicken's set..

In my head, I wanna sitting at outdoor table..

and while I'm pulling the door, I can spot a big size of sloppy cat, laying under the table..the cat seems that it has some skin's disease..it has ringworm here and there on its skin.

I just ignored the cat, putting my tray on the table and sat.

Slowly I began to eat..starting with sipping the coke, dalam hati berkata..cokes are bad for your health Marliana...sempat lg tuh..but its seems kinda fresh in this hot weather..:p

While I'm peeling the skin of the fried chicken..its remind me of something..I peel and look at the cat at the same time.

Saya terkesan dengan blog yg saya baca sebelum ini.
 
"mcmmana tuhan nk kasihankan adik??buatlah kebaikan and cuba kurangkan perkara tak elok dalam diri.."

dan

"bersedekahlah and berharap jikalau ade pahala daripada sedekah itu.mohom Allah balas dengan rezeki.."

It makes me terus terasa mahu berkongsi rezeki dengan kucing tu. I'm giving it some part of the fried chicken. Nak sos jugak tak cing?? Hikhikhik.

Bersendiri buat saya lebih berfikir.

Terlalu banyak yang perlu dilakukan untuk improve diri.

Perlahan-lahan kayuh.

Tuhan.

Aku mohon kau kasihani diri ini.

Moga masa mendatang aku tidak lagi sendiri.