Monday, December 31, 2012

closing spirit song for 2012~~~*

Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila diluka nanti pulihlah semula
Bangkit biar bersusah dulu nanti senang semua
Sakit pada luka kan pulih semula
Bangkit


Dengan nama yang Maha Esa
Maafkan aku aku terlena
Mata buka tapi aku leka
Sekarang kita sedia pasang deria kita lebih peka


Siap gerak gempur
Siap rentak tempur
Redah onak lumpur
Maju tiada undur
Tak kenal uzur hingga jasad kita terkubur
Kalau kurang kaki tangan lutut dan siku dihulur


Ini malam kita pakai tanjak songsang
Askar jati gerak senyap yang lain berkompang
Berani segorombolan tak takut bila seorang
Kuatkan benteng jangan ada yang berlobang


Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila diluka nanti pulihlah semula
Bangkit biar bersusah dulu nanti senang semua
Sakit pada luka kan pulih semula


Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila dijajah boleh tawanlah semula
Bangkit ingat ketua dulu supaya jalan lurus
Kalau tidak ditepi bendung ku tak berakar


Sabit kau umpama cahaya
Yang menyinari bumi
Kau umpama Hang Jebat
Yang melindungi hak dirinya
Kau umpama senjata
Yang melindungi tanah
Sememangnya pendekar yang gagah perkasa


Mana Tun Fatimah
Mana semangat Tun Teja Datuk Maharajalela
Mana cucu Datuk Merah
Keberanian Sarjan Hassan dan Leftenan Adnan
Mari memartabatkan perjuangan Datuk Bahaman


Keris dulu dalam tangan sekarang dalam otak
Paling tajam tak perlu hunus keluar tengkorak
Catur congak cukup sebelum langakah diorak
Tanpa rancangan rapi dah tentu kemenangan rosak


Rapat-rapatkan saf dan buka kuda-kuda
Bila bersatu tunggu lihat siapa berani cuba
Yang akan datang menaruh pada yang semasa
Bangkitlah nusantara


Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila diluka nanti pulihlah semula
Bangkit biar bersusah dulu nanti senang semua
Sakit pada luka kan pulih semula


Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila dijajah boleh tawanlah semula
Bangkit ingat ketua dulu supaya jalan lurus
Kalau tidak ditepi bendung ku tak berakar


Jadi bangkit berkumpul di bawah panji berbulan sabit
Tak sujud pada sesiapa di bawah langit
Tak mengalah walaupun betapa sakit
Sebelum layar bahtera mari kita


Berakit-rakit ke hulu berenang-renang ke tepian
Bersakit-sakit dahulu bersenang senang kemudian
Kemudian


Bangkit bila ditolak jatuh bangunlah semula
Bangkit bila diluka nanti pulihlah semula
Bangkit biar bersusah dulu nanti senang semua
Sakit pada luka kan pulih semula


Bangkit.. bangunlah semula
Bangkit.. tawanlah semula
Bangkit.. umpama cahaya 


motivated by this song. it such have a deep meaning. dont give up no matter what obstacles you are facing on. bangkit when you fall. how about if you are falling in love?? kidding..:p~~~* bangkit and terus bangkit!

and my wish?? i wish to wish my wish for this 2012 will be grant on 2013 as it a fowarded wish and i wish this wish will come true..:)))~~~*** you can do it liya!! brapa bnyk wish daa...haha~~*


Saturday, December 29, 2012

~~johorian football fever~~*

last nite i went to Larkin's Stadium to watch final match for Piala TMJ with uteh's family. that was not my first time watching live football match at stadium. same stadium but different atmosphere. my previous experience watching that football match with only some fans inside the stadium but at this time the tickets was sold out.amazing rite? that was Johorian football spirit..:)))~~~*

last nite match was between Johor Darul Takzim vs Johor FA Club. both of that team are Johor's team so i supported both (actually i supported JDT more because so many star players there) hehe~~* Muslim Ahmad my hero, defender position..i came just to watched he plays closely and also a man with his breaches, Shafiq Rahim..please dont smile when you play...i'm melting.. muahaha~~* i also can saw other star players like Aidil Zakuan on his no 7 jersi, Mat Yo or Wak Lan (his new puppy name as he now at Johor's team who well known with jawa peoples) on his no 9 jersi, Safee Sali on his no 10 jersi also Zakuan Adha.

and for last nite match, JDT was lost..from my point of view, that was due to poor defend team maybe but its ok..its just a beginning match. try harder for next match yea!:)))~~*

epah with her dad
full house!:))~~*
me with two gedik's girl..:p~~*

they on the field
Footnotes football : Owh Johor luaskan kuasamu..:))

Thursday, December 27, 2012

~~Family Day 2013 in advance...:)))~~~**

Its Topa's 2013 Family Day! Alhamdullillah we had successfuly gathered together for our family annual event there at Tanjung Balau Beach Resort on 23.12.2012. For 2012 Family Day's venue, we chose Batu Layar Beach as our destination and for this 2013, that Tanjung Balau had grab our attention.

anak sapo la ni, pakai selipar pon trbalik...:p~~*

some pose before depart from uteh n her hubby

my nieces n nephews, complete! 12 alltogather..:))~~*
In this unexpected weather, for that day the sun completely showed itself for the whole morning until evening and we took this chances doing some sukaneka for our family. untuk memeriahkan suasana org kata..hee~~*

pertandingan kopek kacang..huu~~*

kepit-kepit bola paling pantas..:p~~*

for adult, tangkap-tangkap belon there..:)))~~*

during this event, we also celebrated our mom's + abang's bufday. happy birthday to both of you. may Allah will always bless you both. have a long life yea mak..:))~~~*

both mom n abang

mak n abah..luv u!:))~~*
we wrapped our day with majlis penyampain hadiah to all the winners. that hadiah were sponsored by IKEA..many thanks to my angah n kak ita as an organizer for this event..haha~~*

prizes for winners

Spending time with family is a precious moment ever. No matter how busy you are, u need to make sure you that u have that time for your family or otherwise, u will regret it... forever...

3 sisters...:)))~~~*
Footnotes family day : Need to do in advance sbb thn dpn nk dapat baby baru...hee~~~*

Friday, December 21, 2012

~~steamboat moOd~~**

just come back from having some dinner with my osmet + her fiance also with my mom,uteh n family also with kakak gedik. we were having steamboat buffet at Kapten Steamboat & Gril at Larkin, JB. at first, actually we want to go to Otai Steamboat but unfortunately the restaurant did not open as today is a public holiday for Johor's state. i just thought that the restaurant is open for business like usual n i was so excited telling my sister to hv our dinner there. uteh n family already arrived at the place n we had to change the venue but still steamboat as the main course..:)))~~*

ida n her fiance
uteh n abg emy
epah need some water after playing at the small playground there..:p
for me, the steamboat buffet at this restaurant were quiet expensive compared to other steamboat restaurant. it takes RM 28 per person as the normal price at other steamboat restaurant only btwn RM 18 to RM 20 per head. but i can give thumps up to the ambiance of the restaurant. the surroundings were quiet comfortable and clean and for the food, 3 star for me..:))

buffet style, eat as much as yr stomach can take. i'm so full right now and feel sooo lazy to do anything. fyi i'm laying on the sofa while updating this entry. my cloth still hv the smell of the beef gril also. haha!
me having some abc as a dessert..:))
Footnotes steamboat : cnt sleep with this full stomach. lol..:p

Thursday, December 20, 2012

~~indeed.....~~


missing it already..............................

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

heartbroken fate...~~~

upon hearing that story from my mom, i really hope wat she told me was only some unreasonable rumours made by people talks but when she said it clearly one by one, it seems dat i need to accept it no matter what..its a fate but i wonder that should i really accept it as a fate? something happend made by people mistake should we really accept it as something dat Allah had planned for us?

its really make my heart break into million pieces because of that matter...seriously i cried myself out hoping that it was not true..hoping that things never happen.somebdy please tell me that wat i heard is a lie, somebdy please tell me was i saw is just illusion,somebdy please tell me that not her was that person.why from billion of peoples on this earth she was the one? why?

so that was what it felt when it happened to someone who really close to you.we as an outsiders who did not hv any blood relation alrealdy felt very bad i wonder how her family feel? when dat things happened to other people's family, on dat moment i only can say they need to accept it as dat thing already happend.u can't turn back time. but right now i feel like i want to turn back time so that dat thing does not exists.

right now i blame myself because i forgot to pray for her safety. i forgot to tell myself that i should give extra attention as she need proper guide from the elders.i cnt sleep thinking what should i do to solve this matter but should i interfere with her life as she has her own family with her? i cnt stand only by looking at it. i need to do something to save this situation but what can i do?? dat make me felt so bad..thinking about her future, it make my tears flow without even i realize it.

i just can pray may Allah make this thing easier. i felt really sorry for her. can she take care of herself well? can she manage to accept everything well? i beg her family please do not let her face it alone. if all of you cnt do it, let her come to us because we really love her..regardless of anything.

it happened for a reasons. now or later, we surely can see the hikmah behind it. please you be strong facing it. i cnt see your face right now because i know dat i cnt handle myself looking at u. my heart just so fragile. when it comes to you, i dnt think that i can't help myself overthinking about what should you do for the next phase of yr life. you still hv such a long way to go. just hope for the best. still hard to accept it honestly but i need to motivate myself.

Footnotes : Still cnt sleep at this hour thinking about this matter. dizzy. somebdy please help me..(T_T)

Monday, December 17, 2012

~~maid of honour of de day~~*

my first experience become official maid of honour for kak wahida wedding caremony..hee~~*


kak wahida on her baju nikah..preety

i was arrived at her house at kg.sri jaya on 8.50am. one day before she told me that akad nikah caremony will be held at 9.00am. i drove from my parents house without taking breakfast. my mom told me to wait for my abah come back from buying our breakfst but i dnt hv enough time to do so. my abah arrived just after i started my car's engine and he gave me kueh pulut panggang as my bekal..tq mak n abah for taking care of my stomach at the early morning..hee~~*

with sekali lafaz kak wahida was officially become abg hafiz's wife..alhamdulillah..it such a touching atmosphere..her abg become her wali as her dad had passed away two years ago..how to put it? for me i'll be so sad if it is not my abah become my wali on my wedding day..abah,may u hv a long life so that u can give that responsibily to my husband to be shoulder on yr own..please take care of yr health..i luv u..:))~~*

for the bersanding reception, the bride n the groom was so beautiful wearing blue colour suit.creadit also to de mak andam for making the pengantin so gergous on her makeup.


maid of honour of the day..:)))~~*
the busy me..:)
very interesting experience indeed became one of an imprtnt person (konon2nya) for kak wahida n abg hafiz wedding.may their marriage will last till jannah n may Allah give them eternal happiness with adorable childs by their side.hope also can get the 'berkat' from their marriage..haha!

me try to make roti jala..:)))~~**

Saturday, December 15, 2012

~~its december 15.....~~


i'm not a person who good at memorizing number, date, bufday even any importnt event either for myself or people surround me but in these two years, when 15 december showing itself i feel like its hard for me to take a peaceful breath. it seems like i need to absorb an energy all around me to take only a breath..its hard..very hard..


life must go on..true..and thats what i'm doing rite now..but i cnt help myself remembering all those memories that came to my mind..its naturally came..what should i do? should i take out my brain and replace it with something new where i can buy the new brain at any pasar mlm stall? surely i cnt..

i'm trying my best to hv a wonderful like just like anybdy dream..i trying really hard getting it..its a lie if i say that i can 100% forget all those memories but i promise myself that i'll let go everything for sure..i'm not alone in this world, i alwys hv my family beside me n the most importnt, i alwys hv Him by my side.


My secret weapon?


DOA..yup..thats only the weapon that i hv..He gave me that test because He know i can handle it well. He know that what is the best for His mankind..and thank you Allah for giving me such great oppurtunity to experience other side of life and thank you Allah for loving me..

Footnotes memories : i lost almost 8kg because of this matter..ain't it a good thing? huhu~~**


Friday, December 14, 2012

pinky me...:)))~~~*

quiet boring day at lab n i dnt hv anybdy to talk to..
so i took this chance to decorate my tab's casing..
the original casing just plain dark pink so i'm decided to add on some beautiful love's shapes on top of it using felt fabric..jiwang seh...hahaha~~~*

and now i present u the output!
tadaaa...

pinky rite??haha~~~*

Footnotes felt : need to prepare 300 ++ more flower brooch for my osmet wedding...huu~~~**


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

fluffy la sangat...:p~~~*

cute pic...>.<

do i really need to go on a diet plan?


hrummm lets just postpone it till next year..
it can be my new year azam perhaps! hahaha~~*
so for this remaining days until next year arrive, I can take as much food as my stomach want..
a lot of delicious food waiting for me...nyam nyam...>.<


I'm not dat fat la...I just a little bit fluffy just like my mOm said...:)))~~~*

Footnotes diet plan : sedapkan hati sndri..wOooha!:p~~*

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

S.K.M.S my love...hee~~~*

walking down to memory lane..:))~~*
have been here for 6 years, my one and only elementary school! Sekolah Kebangsaan Muzaffar Syah..hehehe~~* I had a chance taking this picture at this nostalgic place on my way attending my former classmates wedding. We needed to park in front of this school and walked to her house because the road that reached to her house has been closed for the wedding's tents..hee~~*

let me recall which classes that I had attended during my elementary school..1 Taufik, 2 Taufik ,3 Taufik, 4 Firdaus, 5 Firdaus and 6 Firdaus..if I'm not mistaken...:))~~** and from standard 1 to standard 6 I became a prefect at this scholl...and during my standard 6, I also became the head of prefect here..sungguh poyo ler, sgt xseswai hookeey!! haha~~*

I still remember when I've got the UPSR result..during that time I felt sooOoo frusted..the result was announced in the same day of Hari Penyampaian Anugerah at my scholl. I cant remember what 'anugerah' that I've got but I still can remember that I received that 'anugerah' with tears flowed like a Sungai Congkak river on my cheek at the stage. how embarrassing but I really cant hide my feeling..I only managed to get 4A's out of 5..poor me..huu~~* but I studied really hard for my PMR to redeem my UPSR's result and alhamdulillah I've got straight A's..:))))~~~**

its 13 years already since I left this school. from what I can see, there were a lot of new building built there. a lot of changes have been made at this school also like the landscape, the colour of the building also the wall at the front gate. it become more preetier than before.

right now my niece and nephews also attending the same scholl like me and next year they will take UPSR's exam. to kakak and abang, please study hard! do not spend your time at the laptop or cc more that your books! mak usu really want both of you success with your study..mak usu will always pray for your glory...:))~~~*

Footnotes old school : want to take picture at the classroom pulak..haha~~*

Kate Middleton, Duchess of Cambridge, pregnant with her first child!

hehehe~~~*
I dnt know why am I who got soOoo excited upon hearing this news..
maybe because I am one of The Duchess fans! hee~~*
she was just so lucky..
she just like someone who came from fairytale story, marrying with the prince like in other gurls' dream..lucky you princess!! huhu~~~*

an adorable princess..:)))~~~*
congratulations to Britain's Royal Family for this coming baby!
he or she will become next heir of this royal family..
may the baby will be as pretty as her mom or as handsome as his dad..
hope The Duchess and the baby will always have a good health..
may The Duchess also have an easy pregnancy!:))))~~~*

Royal Footnotes : J.E.A.L.O.U.S. hookeeyyy!! haha~~~*

Monday, November 26, 2012

~~hepy e-day to my both bff..ida+eda..:)))~~*

congratulation uolsszzz!!!hehehe~~*

to Cik Norsyahidah Syarif...congratulations on yr engagement on 11.11.12...
although it seems too late to update about yr engagement but still I want to talk about it..
may your love's journey will be smooth under His bless..
its another 1 step foward to another chapter of your life...
not only material, mental preparation is also important heading to marriage's world..
prepare it with whole-hearted, insyaAllah Allah will make it easier..
always tell me if you need any helping hand..
I will always right there for u..
hepy preparing babe!! hee~~~*

curik gmbr kat fb dia..:p~~*

and to Cik Nur Wahidah Muhamad congratulations also on yr engagement on last Saturday, 24.11.2012..
thats a long journey of yr love story...
its a gift from Allah and thats what we called destiny..
may all the happiness will become yours... :)))~~~*

curik kat fb siti..:p~~*
 congratulations again my both BFF!!>.<

Footnotes e-day : do not ask about my turn plzzz....huu~~~*
 

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 2~~~*


esok citer ni kuar...n esok cuti!! yippie!! hehehe~~* rasa dah brzaman sgt dah xjejak panggung...last tgk wyg pon dah xingt bila..dan oleh kerana sgt brminat dgn siri Twilight ni harus esok pagi-pagi dgn sgt brsemangatnya bangun dan terus beratur dpn kaunter tiket..hahaha~~* lmbt kang kena dok row dpt sekali plak..sakit kpala dongak, feel pon kurang..muehehehe~~~*:p..

kenapa minat giler tgk citer ni? sbb Edward sgt kachak hookey!:p i rela kena gigit klu dia yg jadi vampirenya..hahaha~~* masa part 1 citer habis bila mana Bella tgh struggle nak giving birth for her baby...so bila tgk poster tok part 2 ni nyatalah Bella slmt melahirkan anak..that littel girl must be anak Bella dgn Edward kan? what should we called anak kacukan antra pontianak n manusia? Pontisia maybe? hahaha~~* but that little girl is so cute..:))~~*

so for tomorrow's mission is we gonna watch movie!! tp siapa yg nak temankan i??sadis...huu~~~*

Notakaki wayang : Edward teman i boooleeyyyy???klep2x..haha~~~*

Monday, November 19, 2012

once in a blue moon...~~~*

adakah yg kadang2 itu akn mmbwa seribu pengharapan?
atau adakah yg kadang2 itu akan mmbawa seribu kekecewaan?
hope this night will fly as fast as thunder storm so that tomorrow will come showing itself...
not rain cats and dogs day hopefully....
may bright and shining day will appear and  make myself smile with all my heart..
but if vise versa happend, its okay..i'll accept it as my fate..
Allah has better plans for me..:))))~~~*

Footnotes : Nak tido dgn lenanya.................................

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

maal hijrah 1434H~~~*

salam maal hijrah 1434H

new year has arrived....hope this year i will become better muslimah than before for my Creature, better daughter for my mak and abah who always patient with all sort of my kerenah, better sister for my brothers and sisters although i always make troubles that demand all of you to settled it, better mak usu for my nieces and nephews, better friend for all my beloved friends and better worker for my company...

Alhamdulillah...my thankful to Allah for all His gifts to me...till now...i've got everything that i wanted...i have my family beside me, i have a job that suits with my soul and i'm very happy working in tissue culture field because this is my passion since before,i've got my friend that accepted me as the way i'm...i hv my happy life in His protection...

but maybe just one more thing will complete everything...jodoh..its my other half...but..about that, i left everything to Him...who is he, where is he right know, what he is up to...i dont know because me myself dont know who he is...i just hope that My Lord will protect him no matter what he do..may Allah bless u in everything that u are working on...

dear you..
may Allah will let us meet in a halal way...where you and me already in "that" bond..:)))~~~*

wish this happiness will remain eternity...i dont hv anything that I want to ask more from You...all i have right now is more than enough...and I dont think that i'm deserve asking anything more...

thank you Allah
for let me breath in your world..
thank you Allah
for lend me a beautiful life...
thank you Allah
for all your love....

from,
your humble servant..
#cikliyadaisy




Wednesday, November 7, 2012

marathon Running Man~~~*

wat is Running Man?

Running Man is a variety show from South Korean. its so entertaining and its so interesting. the original members of Running Man are Yu Jae-suk, Ji Suk-jin, Kim Jong-kook, Ha-ha, Lee Kwang-su, Song Joong-ki, and Gary. Song Ji-hyo was originally a guest for the second and third landmark. she officially joined the program in the fourth landmark but was unable to attend until the fifth landmark. Lizzy was also originally a guest for the eleventh and twelfth landmark. she officially joined the program in the sixteenth landmark. however, she has not been seen since episode 26. Song Joong-ki recorded his last episode and as of May, and has left the program to focus on his acting career but returned on episode 66 as a guest after leaving for almost half a year.

and for this show, my feberet cast of course la Monday Couple which are consists of Gary and Song Ji-hyo shi. Gary seems like Ji-hyo so much and my feberet love line from Gary to Ji-hyo is "every single particle inside my body is loving you". cheesy rite? i was so frusted when i read a rumor stated that Song Ji-hyo dating her CEO in real life. Poor Gary. but now it looks like her relationship wit her official boyfriend had came to the end. yeay! Gary still have a chance.. Monday Couple fighting!!hehe~~~*

this show just like laugh supplement to me. just like now, in this chaos office i still can laugh watching this show. i dont know what had happened to everybdy here. chill up guys, do not feel so stress. yesterday my  boss from kl came. almost a year i did not see him. he still a calm person like before. respect toing-toing la boss. hee~~*

so for whom who had a bad day or bad mood, lets we watch this variety show. i'm very sure u will like it to death and u can laugh madly with all their silly action. 

here is the link 

http://adf.ly/601611/banner/http://watchkshownow.blogspot.com/search/label/Running%20Man

Happy watching my dear friend. have a good day.

Footnotes : i'm just watched episode 111. flower middle aged race was hilarious. haha~~*   

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

my hak my right...~~*

random.
think.
write.
share.

suddenly my brain did it work..thinking about a small scenario happened in our life. why should we asked for something that was definitely our right? why should we opened our mouth asking for something that belong to us?
shameless. we always have our own dignity. to the person who deny our right, i'm doubt either you are robot or alien. don't you feel guilty taking other people effort? 

this scenario lead me to think about our daily life as a caliph of Allah. it is His right to get all the loyal from His slave. why should He ask and remind us about His right? we, He create us to worship for His path, He create us only to loyal with  His faith, He create us to struggle getting His jannah.

do not wait till Allah asking for His slave's attention. as we annoyed asking our right from other people, so do Allah. do not deny Allah's right or it will be too late.

its a reminder for myself.
wake up.
make better effort.
may Allah make things easier.

Footnotes : where is the promises??

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

9th Dhul Hijjah~~~*


Tomorrow is ninth of Dhul Hijjah. Let us make sincere intention fasting on this special day. May Allah accept all our deeds. All praises is due to Allah who still give us this oppurtunities to rectify our sins.  

Footnotes : "Sahaja aku berpuasa sunat Arafah esok hari kerana Allah Taala"

Sunday, October 21, 2012

never judge!~~*

~u will never know someone feeling unless u were once at their shoes
never judge, ask!
every action taken based on a solid reason~~*

Footnotes: mOooOoody mOod...

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Secret project..:))~~*

i'm CIA's agent and now i'm working on a secret project..
wish me luck yaw!:)))~~~*

Secret footnotes: Juz for fun..hehehe~~*

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Senyum Sampai Langit..:)))~~~*

its catch up my eyes..:)))

novel again cik liya...huhu~~* but this one really make me interest...when i read the preview and the comments from other readers they said that its worth to buy..althought this is the first time i heard the name of the writer, i really want to make a try reading her novel..they said that it will make us senyum sampai ke langit when reading it..and i desperately need that smile in my day, lets us bright our day my friends!!..:))))~~*

Footnotes novel's spirit : smile and smile and smile....smile with all your heart cik liya..:)))~~*

Monday, October 1, 2012

old fren of mine~~~*

i did not see her almost 6 years...and when we have a chance seeing each other, its an unexpected oppurtunity..once in a lifetime....when u have the will, everything you can do..just make a simple step like take your fon out,making a call to your friend and just with one call..tadaaa....there you are...seeing each other face after almost a decade!:))))~~~*

I really miss you cik yati.....and thank you for that calling....because of that we can dug up our old stories,old memories..hahaha~~~* still akward at first rite??but we naturally got the close feeling like our old time...during we wear our school uniform...hehehe~~* if we can turn back time, i really want going there, our form 4 and form 5 classroom...you and i sit beside each other, in front of teacher's desk..sitting there, open our tesk books...sejarah, pendidikan islam, bahasa melayu...all those subjects..then with all our classmates, we make a queue in front of the laboratory before entering there...such a beautiful memories..really miss it!!

we talked non stop about our stories without even realized time fly so fast..and cos of time barrier we need to stop sharing our stories....after all the strories that i heard about u for the past few years, i felt so bad..i'm not a good friend to you..i really did not have any idea what you had been through...but i'm proud of you...you have a wondeful spirit about life..learn from the mistakes from the past, do not step back just walk foward...i hope u will have a successful career at the new place, became a wise nurse to the society yea laling..:)))~~~* luv you much2x..muaahh!!

cik yati is the one who stand at the very right at the back
Footnoces old school : my classmates...reunion during raya haji??

Friday, September 28, 2012

rasa~~~*

sungguh aku tak bisa
sampai kapan pun tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu....................

Notakaki layanz : geisha......

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

~~Melaka menggamit memori...~~~*

teringat 1 slot masa kembara selatan dgn mereka2 dolu...berjalan2 di kota melaka...lepak2 kat dataran pahlawan,pastu g taman rama2 tgk buaya tembaga....tetiba terasa sedey plak...waaa rindu giler kat korang la....hukhukhuk...bile kita nak gather ni weh???wa dah windu tahap gaban kat korang nih...(T_T)..

sajer nak menggamit memori...
biler lagi nak wat cmni weh??:((
klulah masa boleh diputar kembali, seriyes rsa nak lg travel sesama lg..bkn takat nak g selatan, utara, barat laut, timur laut, barat daya pon smua2 nak pegi la...doreamon!!!pinjamkan saya pitu ajaibmu!!huu~~~*

and last Sunday, me and my bff cik ida with her little brother also her future namphyone telah mencemar duli melawat ke Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah itu sempena hari jadi beliau...epy bufday my chinggu! nomu2 saranghae!!hee~~*

nak tompang posing ngn p.cik 2...:p~~*

xramai org pon kat sini masa ni..

mampu dok luar jer, nak masuk tiket mahal..RM6..hahaha~~*
brtolak dari jb dlm pkol 12.15 tghari n sampai melaka lebey kurang pkol 2.30ptg...pastu jalan pnya jalan n gerak balik ke jb pkol 6.30ptg..mmg datang melaka semata2 nak brjalan...huu~~* wlupun singkat lawatan ini tp seronok dpt g semua tmpat...lalu jer xmasuk mana2 muzium pon..haha~~*

Notakaki memori: jom gather, jom gather, jom gather!hati nak melonjak2 ni rindu kat korang...huu~~*


Friday, September 21, 2012

its a study week!!:)))~~~*

tp apakah yang distudykan itu cik liya yea??
study novel la apa lg...huhuhu~~~*

KALAU JODOH TAK KE MANA
SUAMIKU, ENCIK PERFECT 10!
LAZUARDI
I already read all those three novel...dats why la diz week cam bz sket...ekekeke~~* nmpk jer buku2 trsebut kat Pustaka Seri Plaza tros I grab it...kang xbeli menyesal plak....bln ni mmg btol2 kna mkn megi la gamaknya...hahahaha~~*

Utk dirankingkan antara ketiga2 buku trsebut,this is wat i thought about the content :
LAZUARDI>KALAU JODOH TAK KE MANA>SUAMIKU,ENCIK PERFECT 10!

I btol2 falling in love with watak Shark dalam novel Lazuardi...wlupn in dat story he got married with Anasz who is 4 years older than him but he is so matured..n Nasz sbg seorg novelist sgt santai dlm mengolah ayat2 utk ceritanya....xkering gusi la baca citer ni tp watak Ain tu sgt mnyakitkan hati plak...wujud ker manusia sejahat itu di muka bumi ini??simpang malaikat 44...huhu~~*

Utk cerita Kalau Jodoh Tak Ke Mana, tetiba cam terasa gamble plak nak jd cam Sara, nak pinang anak teruna org...hahaha~~* berani ker cik liya nak ckp kat mak ngn abah??huhuhu~~* tp Sara dalam crita itu adalah seorng pecinta haiwan, dia mnjadi seorng penternak lembu n kambing yg brjaya...owwh seronoknya! jadi la cm2 cik liya...xsia2 ilmu yg belajar masa kat UPM dolu...:)))~~~* dari mula smpai ke pertengahan citer ni pon xkering gusi baca, bley feeling golek2 r sbb Sara yg kena bkrja keras nak ngorat suami dia...suuuweeeet giler cara dia tp in the middle of dis story laki dia plak wat hal, nak balik smula plak kat 1st love dia...hampeh!!tp hepy ending la citer ni...kna baca smpai abes gak...hehehe~~*

Crita Suamiku, Encik Perfect 10! plak not bad...tp xdpt nak feeling lebey2 sbb adegan2 yg xsepatotnya yg bleh mnjurus kpd ehem2 brlaku semasa mrk blom brkahwin...xbley nak tangkap lentok...brdosa!hahaha~~~* tp hepy ending gak crita ni, wajib baca smpai akhir...:)))~~~*

so kpd sahabat2ku yg blom mmbaca novel2 trsebut all de best yea...slmt mncari buku2 trsebut n selamat memterbeliakkan mata anda mmbaca...sesungguhnya mmbaca adalah jmbatan ilmu...apa kaitan??:p~~*

Notakaki study:sapa nak join cik liya mkn megi ujung2 bln ni???hahaha~~~*

Monday, September 10, 2012

antara dua..~~*

begitukah??yang pertama atau kedua??tapi kadang2 yang ke-2 itu jg adalah ujian utk menguji seteguh mana rasa seseorng kpd yg pertama..tp mengapa juga Allah pertemukan kita dgn yg kedua sedangkan kita sudah ada pilihan yg pertama?? n now I bg pihak my lovely fren dgn rela hatinya juga sdg tlg memikirkan masalah yg dihadapi bagi pihaknya...putting myself in her shoes..feel pity on her coz xbnyk masa yg ada during dat that 2 become her ears..thats a problem dat need to be solve...bkn masalah remeh yg bleh dibuat xtau sbb ia melibatkan bnyk pihak dan jg masa dpn...

dear you,

follow your heart...kumpul seberapa bnyk petunjuk so dat u know who is the best for you, who suits u well...signs at heart from The One or what just u see in front of yr eyes..the most important for u to make dis decision is make yourself comfortable...do not pressure yourself..just think about yourself, do not care about others coz at the end you yourself need to manage your life...not others...watever the consequences that is your takdir n if you redha with your takdir, insyaAllah something goOd will come after...Allah is the best planner..Allah bagi apa yg kita perlu bukan bagi apa yg kita mahu...He know the best utk setiap hambaNya...setiap insan ada kelebihan dan kekurangan, kadang2 kekurangannya adalah pelengkap utk kelebihan yang kita ada...bersyukurlah utk segala2nya..

with love,
#cikliyadaisywholoveyouketatketat

Footnotes:watver your decision always remember that I'm always there by your side..:))))~~~~*

Thursday, September 6, 2012

terlerai rindu....~~~**

rindukan apa??
rindu nak solat, rindu nak baca love letter from The One n terlerai rindu pd cik Siti Fairus...ececeh...haha~~* bila dapat ABC from The Above ni kdg2 hati xtenteram...schedule idop jd tunggang langgang sekejap n rasa malas dia masyaAllah...hanya Tuhan yang tahu...then I wonder knp perempuan dikatakan slalu emo dikala cik bulan memunculkan diri?? The most logical reason maybe during dat time kite quiet far from Allah...thats why kita pon jd sensentap...btol x?? so cik liya time2 diberi special holiday as a women ni anda perlu bnyk2 zikir, baca tafsir quran dan slalu muhasabah diri juga.... Honestly ada satu masa tu I feel really bad, I feel like hell inside and the person who become my victim is my BFF...dlm kemerajukan itu he asked me 'ko ni bley solat ker x?' then i replied 'cant la..hukhukhuk~~*' #maybe I should feel shy because he is a guy but he is my buddy! uhuuu~~* then he replied me 'patotla...' thank God although he is a guy he still can understand my situation...sorry yea fren...you know me better...ekeke~~* so now I feel gemilang...hahaha~~* rasa merdeka juga..i'm free utk berdating denganNya...:)))~~~*

juga sy telah terlerai rindu pd cik Siti Fairus...ecececeh...:p~~* lama xjmpa cik kecik ni...ada la dlm 2 month kot...hehe~~* yesterday she came and slept over at rumah sewa I...ptg tu sempat gak g pasar mlm mencari sesuatu as our dinner...lama xpegi pasar mlm tu n hambek...smua nak dibeli...habes makannya xjugak yea...haha~~* n dat sate sgt sedap la cik siti,1st time mkn sate yg dijual kat psr mlm tu..pasni bley bli lg....hehe~~* citer pnya citer, gossip pnya gossip pkol 2 jgk tido...naseb pg ni xbapa nak trlajak.. So arini smngt baru nak bkrja wlupun dr td dok ngadap pc jer ha...xpe2 sambil2...ekekeke~~* Have a nice day juga yea to all my fren!!!xoxo~~**

Notakaki semangat baru : wat keje cik liya jgn dok bermuka buku plak pasni...dush2x lempang diri sndri...haha~~*

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

~~~a day at Legoland, Nusajaya.....~~~***

not a day kot, dlm 3 jam lebeh sket shja menghabiskan masa di sana....hee~~* gerak dari umah Taman Musyi dlm pkol 1.45pm and sampai sana dalam pkol 2.05pm ...xjauh mana sbb lalu highway baru...g ni pon sbb dpt tiket free dr kwn kpd kwn...tp masa g tu mainan bnyk lg xbley maen...plg adventure dpt maen roller coaster dragon jer kot...2 pon bratur dia smpai ke tangga...huhuhu~~* tp sgt seronok r, konon xmau jerit tp hambek...bgai nak trcabut jantong, hati, limpa smua..haha~~*

to sapa2 yg nak g Legoland tu bley la ajak I skali...ingt nak wat annual pas...ekekeke~~* siyes chntek tmpat 2...bnyk replika yg dibuat dr lego sejibik mcm the real building...plg xbley blah ada replika dataran jb seap stall stemboat kt tp jln 2..semart giler r...haha~~*

ada 3 tiket sbb pegi 3 org...hee~~*


unfortunately masa g tu cuaca amatlah mengasyikkan...bley tinted muka gi2...2 yg balik cpt tu...xtahan...kaki pon dah melecet padahal pakai selipar jer...so kpd kengkwn tips2 utk ke Legoland pasni adalah :
# kena bawak payung xpon topi..sila juga apply UV protection yea utk jga kulit...huehuehue~~*
# kena pakai selipar jepun jer supaya kaki xmelecet
# wajib bawak air or makanan ringan sbb harga makanan dia masyaAllah...bley beli emas kot..huu~~*
# kamera pon wajib bwk,klu bley bwk extra bateri so bley posing lebey bnyk...hehehehe~~*
# wajib bwk spec itam gak sbb situ tmpat trbuka, panas dia tahap bley jemur kaen 2 minit kering...huhu~~*

unta pon dari lego ha...:p
oleh kerana dah kehabisn tenaga dan kaki pon tahap sudah lemah longlai gemalai so dalam pkol 5.15pm kami pon meninggalkan tmpat itu...dan niat di hati nak g lagi sbb nak try smua maenan kat situ..nak jadi kanak2 rebina...haha~~*

saranghae Legoland! terlebey tgk citer korea sudah...haha~~*


Notakaki harum semerbak: kena start kompol doit sehari sehengget so dat by the end of this year bley beli annual tiket tros...RM 240 kot...hoho~~~*

Thursday, August 30, 2012

cant sleep....~~~*

really cant close my eyes..
there a lot things there in my mind...
wat to do??how to do??why it is so complicated??
ottoke???

jiwa kacau...
trgolek molek...
trtunggang langgang!!

really hope mlm ni brlalu dgn pntasnya so that tomorrow I can enjoy my day at work! getting tired already mlyn rasa sndri..lol~~*

Footnotes: nota larut mlm......


Monday, August 27, 2012

again its me??

I ever told somebdy dat I dnt want to be someOne who ruin his future n nOw seems like he is really happy enjoying his life n it totally make me feel relief...
but now am I doing de same thing??
I really2 dnt want to be dat person...
a person who became a big stone for someOne who is making his step achieving his future....
i feel bad......
i feel bad for myself....

juz do wat u want...
hOnestly I'm really grateful that u r thinking of me more than yourself but I will be more grateful if u r thinking of yourself more than me...
do not hesitate..
do not worry about me...
I'm used enough managing myself withOut someOne by my side...
I hv my family with me...

I'll always pray for your safety...
for your success..
take proper meal n sleep...
do not ever forget performing your solah...
may Allah always bless you...(^_^)v

Footnotes: is it me??? unbelieveable.......

Thursday, August 23, 2012

gambar raya???xde...hoho~~~*

raya thun ni adalah raya plg mls bg cik Liya....
trlalu mls kot nk gerak beraya..
huuu~~~*
natijahnya braya dpn tv jer la...
xpon dok umah tggu org dtg beraya....

tp thun ni sgt meriah sambut ghaye...
tetamu dtg xputus2...
nak2 masa raya prtama, kedua n ketiga...
mmg kna take turn r klu nk berehat...
sedare dkt, sedara jauh smua brkunjung n yg plg best doit raya I tok bdk2 raya kedua yg dlm smpul smua dah abes...
yg dtg lps 2 dpt doit raya togel jer la...
haha~~*

gmbar rya camera cntek thun ni xde...
sbb tuan pnya camera braya umah mak mrtua dia..
ada amek gmbar pon xsempat transfer...
bz kot lyn tetamu...
hahaha~~~*

raya ke-4 dah start keje...
xpela keje awal....
tp xbest gak di kala masih ramai makhluk2 kat umah brcuti ghaye I dah kena packing beg balik skudai bkrja...
naseb bdn...
sadis2x....
huahuahua~~~

kpd sesiapa yg nak dtg beraya ke umah skudai ker umah air twr ker dialu2kan dtg...
tp klu nak dtg bgtau la dlu...
kot2 la I terajin nak masak memasak ker..
hee~~~*
salam eid mubarak 2 all yea!(^_^)v

Notakaki raya: Yeay doit ghaye yg dpt thun ni lepas nak bli samsung corby!! (terkenan pnyakit anak buah kompol doit raya nak bli enset) haha~~*


Thursday, August 16, 2012

mission accomplish~~~**

yeay!!
settle sudah...
esok dah bley balik kg beraya..
hehehe~~

Alhamdullillah..
rzki ramadhan tahun ni..
dpt bnyk tmpahan kek chokolat...
ni pon ngah dok tggu kukus kek2 trsebut..
last order tok esk...
25 jibik eh bijik...hee~~*

thankz to my business partner cik Norsyahidah..
beliau yg brsusah2 mncari market...
kebanyakan tmpahan drpd beliau pnya opis..
i jd org dapo jer..
ekekeke~~

to all yg mmbeli kami pnya kek chokolat..
tq much2 diucapkan..
mintak halal klu trlebey ker trkurang..
thon dpt jgn lupa bli lg...(^_^)v

so dikesempatan ni Cik Liya Daisy nak ucapkan slmt meyambut lebaran utk semua..
mintak halal apa yg patot..
mintak ampun jga dr ujung tudung (rambot 2 aurat) hingga ke ujung kuku kaki kiri...
jempot2 la dtg umah klu nak doit raya...
bnyak au i bg..
50 sen sorang..huahuahua~~*

Salam Aidilfitri utk semua


Nota kaki raya: xsabau nak nak kira doit raya walaupun tau lg bnyk yg kuar dari yg masok..huu~~~*

Friday, August 10, 2012

menu for today's iftar...~~~**

arini tetiba tringin plak nak makan lontong berkuah...
balik keje td pon dgn rajinnya tros g dapo rebus ketupat segera..
ada lebih sejibik masa 2 masa wat farewell party before ramadhan aritu with bebudk lab...
dah seap2 rebus ketupat layan la fb jap...
pastu cik ida balik bwk merchoon ghaye...
waaa berpesta merchoon la ghaye ni gamaknya..
suke la kimi n de geng kat umah 2 nnti...huhu~~*

tgk jam dah pkol 5.30, tros la g dapor balik prepare brg masak dah wat kuah lodeh...
dah seap2 masak tetipa plak tringat masa 2 mak ada bekalkan ikan masak sambal,
apa lg tros la masuk microwave panaskan...
mudah bukan?? tetiba dah de lauk tambahan...haha~~*

actually sepnjang ramadhan ni I sgt 'rajin' memsk...
bleh dikira ngan sblah jari jer la bapa kali jer masok dapo..
maklomlah kat umah ni cuma tinggal brdua...
itu bazar ramadhan lg mudah crita, xpon buka kat luar..
sgt bagus kat ini anak dara..
mmg reject la klu mak mrtua tau...muahaha~~*

so for conclusion menu berbuka arini adala lontong brkuah + ikan samabal...
itu jer nak cerita...
ahakz~~*

Notakaki masam2 manis: entry ini adalah utk mengisi masa trluang smntara mnunggu waktu brbuka...ekekeke~~*

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

istiqamah....~~~*

a few days ago I read a status one of my fren at fb..
he stated : kenapa perlu kita istiqamah melakukan ibadah??
the answer is kerana syaitan juga istiqamah dalam menyesatkan umat manusia...
thats totally correct n I'm totally agree..
tp its so hard tok istiqamah dlm melakukan kebaikan, especially dlm mningkatkan iman dlm diri..
its already ramadhan 19 rite??
but I feel so depressed....
my aim for dis ramadhan is I want to khatam 30 juzuk al-quran...
but till today I'm only managed read it until juzuk 13...
7 juzuk more to catch up to make it equal with 20th ramadhan...
with reading al-quran, we also boleh menyucikan hati....
I'll make sure everyday I finished read 1 juzuk..
harus istiqamah if not its hard to finish it according to wat I've planned..
I'm trying my hard for it...
I'm trying my hard utk ke syurga...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku....permudahkanlah urusanku...
tetapkanlah penganganku, kuatkanlah imanku...
hanya kepadaMu aku berserah, hanya kepadaMu aku memohon pertolongan...

iqra'...  
Footnotes: Not only dlm bln ramadhan jer yea liya...harus istiqamah hingga akhir nyawa..

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

doit raye!!!yiiihaa!!!ehehehe~~*

muahaha~~
tetiba plak dpt rezeki arini...
bos bagi doit raya...
rasa nak golek2 dpn bos...
thank you bos...
first person yg bg doit raya kat I tahun ni...
kOmbawoyo mr. Boss!!
hehehe~~~*

lps dpt doit raya tros g JJ Bukit Indah..
konon la nak cari kasot raya ngan beg raya Mak Jem...
tp pusing pnya pusing xde yg brkenan di mata...
haila...
mana lg nak cri ni??
ari tu dah puas pusing angsana..
JJ Taman U pon dah habes redah xjmpa jgk...
nmpknya kna soping last minute la cenggitu...
apa yg dpn mata kompem sambar jer masa 2..
tema tahun ni orange yea...
sbb ada org 2 dah bg advance birthday present handbang kaler orange..
idop orange!!!
hee~~**

Notakaki wangi lg segar: ngidam plak tetiba nak mkn buah oren...apa kaitan??haha~~


Sunday, July 15, 2012

sOping xsudah2...huhu~~~*

waa tetiap mggu g kota teman mak konon2nya...
teman ke hape...
teman mmbeli ha....
dah bapa pasang dah baju raya awak cik liya oiiii...
dah ada 5 pasang kot..
sudah2 la 2...
simpan sket doit 2 tok masa mendatang....
puasa pon blom lg cik liya syg.....
hrruum pasni mmg dah xbley jejak kedai kemboja 2...
kompem doit melayang2...
tp kan dah terbekenan dgn ada jubah 2....
channnnteekkkk sgt...............
tp rege dia pon sgt chantek la....
uwaaa......
ada x sapa2 yg nak sponsor??ahakz!:p
raya oh raya..
phening! apa pon xbley!huuu~~~

Notakaki : bebelan dari hati utk dri sndri..:p

Thursday, July 12, 2012

once in a lifetime......~~*

xpyh bnyk.....
sekali pon ckuplah...
sbb dgn sekali tu akn bg pengajaran yg ckup besar,
dgn sekali tu akn wat kita ingt smpai bila2...

xkira apa jua perkara
sama ada kegagalan atau kejayaan,
kekecewaan atau semangat juang utk bangkit..
ckuplah sekali klu perkara itu berlaku dlm hidup kita
InsyaAllah jika mereka di sisi kita menghadapi perkara yg sama kita akan berupaya utk meletakkan diri kita di tmpat mrk...
dgn penuh rasa ikhlas dan empati brkongsi apa jua rasa dgn mrk...

harus selalu ingtkan pada dri sndri...
setiap nikmat yg Allah bagi harus disyukuri...
kadangkala tanpa sedar nikmat yg diberi juga merupakan ujian dariNya..
Dia beri kita bahagia, kadangkala itu juga satu ujian...
ujian supaya kita akan sentiasa lebeh mengingatiNya, Si Dia Pemberi Bahagia...

Notakaki : Ini nukilan dari hati...............

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

the best way....~~*

"Wahai bakal zawj ku... Usah kau rayu padaku... Rayulah pada waliku"

 Dan ini sedikit titipan untuknya…

Tolong beritahu si dia, aku ada pesanan buatnya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta agung adalah cintaNya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta manusia bakal membuatnya alpa..

Tolong nasihati si dia, jgn menyintaiku lebih dari dia menyintai Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jgn mengingatiku lbh dr dia mengingati Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jgn mendoakanku lbh dr dia mendoakan ibu bapanya..

Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan Allah krn di situ ada syurga..
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan ibu bapanya krn di telapak itu syurganya..

Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku terpikat kerana imannya bukan rupa..
Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku lebih cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta..
Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku kasihinya kerana santunnya..

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula mengagungkan cinta manusia..
Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam dalam angan-angannya..
Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu mengawal fikirannya..

Tolong sedarkan si dia, aku milik Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong sedarkan si dia, aku masih milik keluarga..
Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya besar kepada keluarganya..

Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan cinta..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak mejadi penyebab bertambah rindunya..

Tolong pesan padanya, aku tidak mahu menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya..
Tolong pesan padanya, aku tak mahu menjadi punca kegagalannya..
Tolong pesan padanya, aku membiarkan Yang Esa menjaga dirinya..

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, aku tidak mahu melekakan dia..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, aku mahu dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-citanya..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, jadilah penyokong dalam kejayaanku..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, aku mendambakan cinta suci yang terjaga..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, cinta kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, hubungan ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungan dengan Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong sampaikan kepada si dia kerana aku tidak mampu memberitahunya sendiri...

Hanya engkau Ya Allah mengetahui siapa si dia..
Moga pesananku sampai padanya..
Moga dia seekor lebah yang sentiasa memuji keagungan Yang Maha Kuasa memasuki taman larangan dengan Sopan santunnya dan bertemu mawar berduri yang terjaga oleh tuannya..
Simpanlah pesanan ku ini sehingga engkau benar-benar bertemu diriku suatu hari nanti

Notakaki: Bukan berniat untuk menyusahkan apatah lg membebankan, tetapi ini utk kebaikan bersama....