~~its december 15.....~~

i'm not a person who good at memorizing number, date, bufday even any importnt event either for myself or people surround me but in these two years, when 15 december showing itself i feel like its hard for me to take a peaceful breath. it seems like i need to absorb an energy all around me to take only a breath..its hard..very hard..


life must go on..true..and thats what i'm doing rite now..but i cnt help myself remembering all those memories that came to my mind..its naturally came..what should i do? should i take out my brain and replace it with something new where i can buy the new brain at any pasar mlm stall? surely i cnt..

i'm trying my best to hv a wonderful like just like anybdy dream..i trying really hard getting it..its a lie if i say that i can 100% forget all those memories but i promise myself that i'll let go everything for sure..i'm not alone in this world, i alwys hv my family beside me n the most importnt, i alwys hv Him by my side.


My secret weapon?


DOA..yup..thats only the weapon that i hv..He gave me that test because He know i can handle it well. He know that what is the best for His mankind..and thank you Allah for giving me such great oppurtunity to experience other side of life and thank you Allah for loving me..

Footnotes memories : i lost almost 8kg because of this matter..ain't it a good thing? huhu~~**